Tuesday, December 13, 2005

...the Journey...

Well at this stage in my journey i am having difficulty. My boss at work got mad at me today. He is a very agressive type person, at least in conflict. He didnt make me feel to good today. I actually sat at the pool side and cryed on and off for the afternoon. It was harsh. He treated me like i was Mat to be steped on. AH. i cant take that. My dad was like that and is liek that. He treats me like i am some little person that can just be walked over and that their feelings dont actually matter. WOW. i cant do that> its bad enough that if i want to go to the bathroom i have to call up and ask someone to come down and not always can someone. But to have me locked down in tha basement and all alone all day....then you yell at me. WOW> i cant do it. i am in awe. I dunno how much more i can take this job it is really hard on me emotionally physically and mentally. I feel worn out from doing nothing, but siting or walking around and watching the pool. Oh my i cant do it some times. Anwyase, pray for the job.

Oh ya, there is a fun guy who i meant the other nite...and i know what you are all thinking OHH AWWW>..but no he is a really cool guy he works at the pool and we got along instantly. I am to hang out with him sometime soon. Megs you would really like him...if you know what i mean. ha ha

PEACE>

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