Sunday, December 18, 2005

weekend experience


The weekend so far has been amazing. Rodney and Amanda have been busy this weekend so i have been hanging outw ith different people and i love that. As i have been talking about in past blogs there is this boy who i meant at work His name is actually Shaun. Well ya, we hung out on friday with his friends in this shop/garage type. It was an intresting nite because...it was a disco nite and to tell ya the truth i dont really like disco. But oh well . We danced, and they did other things that teenagers/young adults do in a hard stage of their lives. Shaun and i are soo odd together its weird. We are almost the same person but not. Seeing as i am a gurl and he is a boi. Anywase, so shaun and i have the same size plugs(ear peircings) and we were talking about how we have to go and get some jewllery together. I was thinking of going shopping anywase on saterday too i asked him if he wanted to come with me. So what turned into a 5 person trip and started out to be a simple trip with just a 2 ppl. Crazy. And to be honest i really only wanted three at the most but oh well all the more ppl to get to know and be able to share my life with them. So I got to meet shauns really good gurl friend named Megan and ohh man she is beautiful and soo amazingly fun. She also is just like Shaun and I. So after we shoped for a bit we went to McDonalds..eewww! Then came home. It was a crazy day i tell ya. When we were at home we all went over to the shop house again and it was ok, some good conversations and such. I got really sadened by this one guy who i use to hang out/know in highschool. He is almost 21 and he doesnt care about anyone or anything. He treats his friends like crap and he brags about getting super high and going in to work. I think that something mentally was not developed properly. I know that is harsh to say but seriously. I dunno....I cry for him because he longs for acceptance and real love but doesnt know where to get it and so he tries in this stuff that he does. To be honest i see it hurting him more then he thinks or he can realize and it doesnt ful fill him in no ways. Anywase, so part of my nite was watching sound of music with Trina. She is sweet. After this guy and i talked which went good he doesnt handle serious convo's very well and stuff but he does with me for some reason. Strange. But good. Then i left to go home. But i couldnt go home so i went back and had a convo with Shaun because i didnt feel to well at all. however, after we talked i felt alot better and i think that we became better friends. That conversation did wonders for me i dunno why but i feel like alot has been lifted off of me now..its stange. I think it was something that God wanted me to deal with and release me from. Then i drove home and couldnt sleep. But anywase, i need to go cause i need to be a church soon and i am there all day basically with the jr. high youth guys because we are having our chirstmas party. After that i come home where i will be baking short bread cookies and then seeing my friend Liz who i havent seen in a while and miss soo much. I am excited to see her soo much.
later dayz..

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