...the Journey...

Peace.

Well here we go again. I'm out on a search for a job once again. Man jobs that are good are hard to come by around here. My employer fired me because I refused work when there was a natural gas leak. so regardless later on that day he called me and fired me. And for you government/legal people thinking through this "No he can not fire me" due to my refusal for an unsafe work place. So i'm now going through all the legalities and such with the health and saftey board. Its the worst. I dunno what to do but i know he wronged me and he shouldnt have.
But however i am out looking for a job as i ahve been for the past two weeks or so anywase cause i have been being treated the crap by my bosses wife. So today i have a job interview and i hope it goes well. It is for some financal thing. I dunno if i want to be doing it but we will see. My math skills are poopy and my head skills are brutal but i can use a calculater just fine. I dunno. I hope to get this deilivery driver one. But who knows probably alot of people applied and i probably done have enough experience. but i'll try no harm in that!
Although, i should feel stressed and sad and wanted a job fast. I am not, i feel at peace about this one. I think that god has given me a huge greater piece about all of this so that i dont worry or anything. i dunno you would think i should be alittle worried considering that i am getting married in 88 days(i think thats right). I dunno. I think that i might have to wait for something but then the right thing is gunna come up in no time. And i am gunna like it. Its gunna use my skills and who God has made me. So i wait paticently on God for Him to lead me to my next step. Pray with me as i seek for Gods guidance.

Wedding Update.
Well i have now booked the hall and the church. OH ya and the date. It will be on september 30 at 4 oclock and the reception- in tavistock where ryan is from- will follow the ceremony -memorial baptist church my home church. We are quite excited. and i am quite nervous all at the same time. I made all the gentelmans crosages yesterday. that was fun. Last week along with some of my girlfriends and mom and mom in law made about 150 intevations. we still have about 50 more to go we think. We meet witht eh wedding planner today and we hope to get a good deal and yet have things look nice and pretty. We also are saving money but doing a potluck instead of catering. Way cheaper and more suiting to who we are. Ohh ya the coloures are expresso brown and tea rose Pink. They are beautiful together. And the flowers are mainly gurber daisys the light pink ones. umm so ya things are going. My dress was already bought before he proposed because i knew it was coming soon and it had to be ordered or it wouldnt get here in time. But still its exciting. I am soo excited. Ohh ya on sat the house that ryan and i wanted came avalible to us soo we have now got a house. it has 2 bed rooms 1 bathroom and office livingroom and kitchen with stove fridge dishwasher and washer and dryer. ya its sweet and only 800 a month. So amazing....ohh did i meantion that there are 2 decks and a large amount of parking. and he is painting it whatever colour we want and redoing the carpets. SuPeR DuPEr excited. I cant wait. well yes i can but you know what i mean....

well i best be off to watch some gilmore gurls and then to figureing out who will give me the better deal on flowers, to my job interview, to picking up enlevops for the inatations, to finishing the invites, to taking a meg's style nap, to ryan and i signing a lease, to us going to the wedding planers, then out to hang out with another couple, then hopefully to bed with me.

posted by Sojourner @ 4:22 AM