...the Journey...
Well today is an exciting but unbeliveable day at the same time. At 330 today i present to the excutive director of YFC about the idea of starting a Youth Church in stratford. So wow. i cant belive this is happening. its crazy. Well i am all prepared and ready to go...i think....he will ask me hard questioons and i hope i can answer them all. I know i will be fine i am just phycing my self out here.
Well other than that the weekend was alot of fun ana and i went to yuk yuks on friday and that was pretty funny some of it was too rude of humar but for the most part it wzas good. Then we went to the bar and hung out with some friends and then i went home by likt 12 ish. HA AH ya a late nite gurl at the bar am i..not. Then on saterday i celebrated my birthday with some ppl. it was exciting for me. whoooo whooo. And then dave and i went to his house for his brothers birthday celebrations and such. ON sunday i slept for a long time and decided that i wanted to see dave so i went out to help with chores and such. It was fun but he was asleep by like 10 and i was like...hello hello anyone there....i was wired and he was dead. funny how we are.
ON saterday dave and i also had a good serious chat about us and about things we dont like easchother doing and stuff like that...so it was a good convo serious and yet very good. He contributed and i contributed and we accomplished alot. it was nice.
well i gues is should go back to wrok whooo whooo....not i am soo board. oh well. i can take it cause God gave me a joba nd i am over whelmingly happy for one. So thanks God for the blessing.
...the Journey...
WOW my birthday is only a week away!! HOw exciting. I dunno what i will be doing for it but i hope i will do soemthing for it. I misshaving a huge social group and going out for it. But i am sure i will get something going at my house or something. I just wish someone would through me a suprise party that would be sweet. Amanda wont be here Rodney wont be here everyone is gone for my birthday. Sadness. I will probley just sit at home with the parents and do nothing. ha ha ha. Oh well. Anywase, dave and i are doing well. It is still challenging to be in a realtionsip but as it happens it is getting easier. Pray.
...the Journey...
WOW my birthday is only a week away!! HOw exciting. I dunno what i will be doing for it but i hope i will do soemthing for it. I misshaving a huge social group and going out for it. But i am sure i will get something going at my house or something. I just wish someone would through me a suprise party that would be sweet. Amanda wont be here Rodney wont be here everyone is gone for my birthday. Sadness. I will probley just sit at home with the parents and do nothing. ha ha ha. Oh well. Anywase, dave and i are doing well. It is still challenging to be in a realtionsip but as it happens it is getting easier. Pray.
Weekend.
WOW this is the story of my life..well...lately i wish it was. i have been soo tired lately. I have had alot going on and been super surronded my drama. Oh my, its been wild. Well this weekend was soo good. Amanda and i went for a walk/hike togetehr and that was really fun just the two of us hanging out together. Then we had a gurls nite which we both fell asleep early on! ha ha. Oh well. Then we went to london to see my grandma. Oh soo sad. Pray for her as she has surgery today and tommrow is still in the hospital. my mom is also dealing with this as any daughter would, very harshly. On the up side of my weekend. I went to a dance conference and it was amazing. I loved it. I had alot of fun and i learnt some new things. But i am not reall that good of a dancer compared to all the others. WOW some of them are amazing. Then i came back to Daves house and i had supper with his family. that was really fun he has an amazing family. we did chores together and haung out at his house then we went to see his grand parents. Ohh my crazy i know! I was feeling kindda weird yesterday. I meant his grand parents and i hung out with his family and i dunno how to explain what i was feeling. I am feeling alittle overwhelmed cause this all seems to be good but i dunno it seems so fast but yet not. Anywase, this week we can only hang out friday so this will giv us a break and let things settle abit which will be good. Who knew being in a relationship was so hard and so much work. Crazy!
Absolut love.
So the past couple of days hads contained alot of expereicenes but every one has been about Love or soemthing like it. Ha ha ha ha. Ummm...tues, i had a dinner at nite with the youth leaders it was so good to just hang out and have supper with them all. I love our team and will miss some of them cause they are moving aways for school and such. I miss them all ready. Anywase, that nite was good until Rodney and i ahd a fight...the same fight as we did before. I was so sad and i cried in front of him and then went over to amandas house to deal with her side of things. But all in all i think things are ok but tell ya it is hard to see them all cuddlie together, especially when it is just the three of us hanging out. OHH MY! i hate it.
anywase, so dave come over last nite and we talked about and set some boundaries on our relationship cause we need to have those. And also we decided that we would pray togetehr and that we would center our relationship around God. I am quite excited about this. ya. boo ya.
Also last nite i sawe liz my best friend who i have lost contcat with but she and i see each other a bit. But she waas over last ntie and it was really good i was soo excited to see her. Ha she makes me laugh. I love her.
well tonite i went to see grandma and she isnt doing so well sadness. But other the other hand...she is doing well for what is is going through. God heal her. God help her. God comfort her. Pray for her.
The Best Nite of All
So I was hoping to hang out with MAnada and Rodney last nite but that didnt happen because they were too busy. So i talked to a couple ppl from BC and then this guy who i have been talking to you about came on. Oh ya by the way his name is Dave. Last nite then he invited me over to his house, Ah scary he has 5 other siblings and two parents. AHHHH!! so regardless i went over to his house...nervous and have alot of butterflies in my tummy for sure. Then He toured me around and such. His house is huge. Anyway, that doesnt matter, we then went downstairs and hung out watching a movie. Although i really dont know why we do this cause we obviously cant watch movies togetehr cause we can never really pay attention to them. He talks way too much!!! ha ha ha no it is the both of us. I just like to blame him. SMiles. Umm so YA we are sitting there on the couch all cuddled up and cozy. I love to be all close to him wait i just like to cuddle (you know it) At one point we were even holding hands...awe soo cute. Oh man. this is soo crazy. Then we deicided that we were offical now. Ya its so crazy. I am not usually like this but, WOW there is something different for sure about this one. HAa haa we had the convo about past relationsihps last nite it was well needed and yet left kinnda open ended..but i am sure it will be brought up again. And we also talked about what God was speaking to me about yesterday. Then funny story as i was backing out of his drive way i went right off the drive way and then got stuck so we had to dig my car out...ohh my! it was soo funny i was laughing but i kinnda felt bad cause he needs to be sleeping and it was late like 1 ish and i left like at 130 ish and he had to be at work at 6 this morning....owwch! so lets just say God help him and give him strenth to make it through the day. Tonite we will not be able to see each other and we will probly not talk either.....oh well we are both busy tonite and it is only going to get harder after this week. Cause he goes back to school two nites a week and i go back to dance and youth and accountability(if my partner will ever want to do it). So our weeks will be busy but that just means that we will enjoy the time that we spend together even more. But as for now i am still in the infactuation stage for sure...and i want to be around him all the time...but by last nites convo He is in it for the long hull so i am pretty sure i should just calm down and Stop being so gurlly!.....
lessons in life.
The day of days the week of weeks. Wow. I have learnt so much and yet been on what seems to ave been an emotional roller coster. My week started off with some great family times which is both hard and yet rewarding. Then it went to shopping which is always fun and then back to work as usual. Then out with friends and hanging out with new friends. Then to my friends and i getting into a fight..our first one...over two of them getting together...stupid. But hurtful. And all this fun boy stuff on top of all this. Oh my. Lets just say that my new year started off kinnda slow because the past week was so crazy! I was happy to sad to confused to hurt to excited to joyful to giggles to tears to smiles as big as i can make them. Oh man it was and emotional week.
But on the other hand looking at the highlites my sister is getting married and i am her maid of honour, I had a couple good days with my family, I meant an amazing boy who will prob be around for a while, i chatted with some old friends, i didnt feel sick for more than a day, and i got to be real with everyone. But looking at the bad things, two of my best friends and i had a fight and it was really hurting, I realized that my only grand parent left might not really make it thought the surgery next monday and i am alone at work with no breaks in a day and dont really feel appreciated. But as you can see the good out weigh the bad by far.
But as we start this new year i was thinking about how much has happened in the past year and i am flabber gased in all the things that have happened. WOW. I have grown so much and i am totally different than what i was before. Its amazing. Also, i was chatten with God yesterday and we were talking about how far i ahve made it in the past year. With everyting that has happened to me and every obsticle that has been throwen at me and how we conquered it together. One thing that i said at the begining of last year was that i wanted to become a true women of God. I remember reading all about what that would look like and what requirements that would be. I thought that i could never reach it, however the other day i got told i was a great young women of God with a viverent heart for him. I was so touched. God does wonderous things even when we are not expecting them to happen. It amazes me how even tho i feellike i am lost and longing for more of God some times to the total oppistite where i feel i dont want to talk to him really....but yet He continues to reward me and bless me with random things. I am reading titus this week and focusing on it and what God has to say to me thought it. Today the third chapter and first verse seemed to really conect with me, It reads : Remind the people to be subject to rulers and authorities, to be obedient, to be ready to do whatever is good, to slander no one, to be peaceable and considerate, and to show true humility towards all men. Looking at this it brings me to a point where i feel like this can be my missions statement for my life. the one that hit me the most was to be be obedient and ready todo whatever is good, wow..take a min to thik about that. NO matter what time it is or what month it is take time to do what is good. I was driving home from church yesterday when i saw these two ppl out on the road picking up something on the pavement, so i thought to myself that i could go and offer them some help but i justified saying Nan they look like they are doing things fine and they have it under control. But according to this verse....to be obedient and ready to do whatever is Good. So as i continue to llook at what this book is getting at and more of what this verse is saying i challenge you to look at it and see what you hear God saying to you to go out and do. Maybe it is simple like helping an old person cross the road or maybe it is someting more time consuming or character building. I know that as i look more into this God will be teling me to do some pretty hard things that will deffintly build my character. Happy learning.
Also, If you think of it when in pray please pray for my grandma as the doctors dont really know what is wrong with her but they will hopefully be able to fix it and make her in better health. Also pray for my mom as it is really hard on her, i catch her crying some days and it makes me cry to thinka bout how sad it must be to be thinking that you might loose your mom. So pray for her well basically pray for the hole cfamily we are all alittle tipsy about it and emotional about it right now. so pray cause i know God will work here for the good cause he does in all cirucmstances. thanks everyone.
And remember....peanut butter jelly time...peanut butter jelly time.....
latz
WoW!
He came and picked me up and drove and he opened my door and closed it. He held doors for me and treats me like a true lady as he is a true gent. I love it. buts going to be hard to get use to but i do really like it. SMILES>He's comical, but there is one problem we can be quiet when around eachother...we love to talk to eachother. All smiles.
