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60 days a counting.!!!
WOW only 2 months before i am married.
thats insanse. but i am well excited.
Sad because come ppl who i really love and care about cant come but still excited cause its my WEDDING Day!!!
Plans are going great and life is just bouncein.
i have been feeling a little sick latly soo i think i will do a couple day fast to give my body a break as reccomended by my doctor. He says that especially around this time i will need to be eating better and alot more smaller meals but i havent really been doing that and i have been eating out with alot of ppl lately cause of all meetings with friends and chats and good things. but i do know that this fast will do me good as the doc says it gives your digestive track some time to rid the toxiens and build new ones soo i will start tommrow and rid my body of all things bad and evil. ha ha.
BUT wedding plans are good. I have done the flowers and i have done the majority of decorations and got my gurls gifts and everyhting. I seem to think it is going good and quite easy not too much stress. But yes, there is some stress.
speaking of that: can you pray for ry and I because its getting rough at times for us to hear GOD or for us to hear our own hearts. We have been feeling alot of ppl telling us what to do latly and not letting us be us. So pray that we would ahve better filters to listen the wisdom and to shut out the "junk" or use less stuff.
Umm but other than that i am glad RSVPs are comming in and i ahve only heard nos from a few ppl. but currently 50 ppl are coming. We are soo excited. whoo
So i found a job, I am orking part time at the Bricck Funriture store. ITs fun but i a only part time which sucks. i wish i was full time. Soon maybe tho.. But i am still looking forsomething. more suiting to me. so keep praying.
well i dunno what else is new. but 60 days will come fast soo i am well excited to see you all. If you havent got and invite tell me and i will send one over. HUGS
byes
Peace.
Well here we go again. I'm out on a search for a job once again. Man jobs that are good are hard to come by around here. My employer fired me because I refused work when there was a natural gas leak. so regardless later on that day he called me and fired me. And for you government/legal people thinking through this "No he can not fire me" due to my refusal for an unsafe work place. So i'm now going through all the legalities and such with the health and saftey board. Its the worst. I dunno what to do but i know he wronged me and he shouldnt have.
But however i am out looking for a job as i ahve been for the past two weeks or so anywase cause i have been being treated the crap by my bosses wife. So today i have a job interview and i hope it goes well. It is for some financal thing. I dunno if i want to be doing it but we will see. My math skills are poopy and my head skills are brutal but i can use a calculater just fine. I dunno. I hope to get this deilivery driver one. But who knows probably alot of people applied and i probably done have enough experience. but i'll try no harm in that!
Although, i should feel stressed and sad and wanted a job fast. I am not, i feel at peace about this one. I think that god has given me a huge greater piece about all of this so that i dont worry or anything. i dunno you would think i should be alittle worried considering that i am getting married in 88 days(i think thats right). I dunno. I think that i might have to wait for something but then the right thing is gunna come up in no time. And i am gunna like it. Its gunna use my skills and who God has made me. So i wait paticently on God for Him to lead me to my next step. Pray with me as i seek for Gods guidance.
Wedding Update.
Well i have now booked the hall and the church. OH ya and the date. It will be on september 30 at 4 oclock and the reception- in tavistock where ryan is from- will follow the ceremony -memorial baptist church my home church. We are quite excited. and i am quite nervous all at the same time. I made all the gentelmans crosages yesterday. that was fun. Last week along with some of my girlfriends and mom and mom in law made about 150 intevations. we still have about 50 more to go we think. We meet witht eh wedding planner today and we hope to get a good deal and yet have things look nice and pretty. We also are saving money but doing a potluck instead of catering. Way cheaper and more suiting to who we are. Ohh ya the coloures are expresso brown and tea rose Pink. They are beautiful together. And the flowers are mainly gurber daisys the light pink ones. umm so ya things are going. My dress was already bought before he proposed because i knew it was coming soon and it had to be ordered or it wouldnt get here in time. But still its exciting. I am soo excited. Ohh ya on sat the house that ryan and i wanted came avalible to us soo we have now got a house. it has 2 bed rooms 1 bathroom and office livingroom and kitchen with stove fridge dishwasher and washer and dryer. ya its sweet and only 800 a month. So amazing....ohh did i meantion that there are 2 decks and a large amount of parking. and he is painting it whatever colour we want and redoing the carpets. SuPeR DuPEr excited. I cant wait. well yes i can but you know what i mean....
well i best be off to watch some gilmore gurls and then to figureing out who will give me the better deal on flowers, to my job interview, to picking up enlevops for the inatations, to finishing the invites, to taking a meg's style nap, to ryan and i signing a lease, to us going to the wedding planers, then out to hang out with another couple, then hopefully to bed with me.
