Thursday, August 17, 2006

PLEASE PRAY!

Well the road of life is tough right now and slowly i am loosing faith. I have applied to jobs everyday for almost 2 months and nothing has came up but a mizley 20 hour a week job in which they havent paed me for a month. I am soo fustrated and broken. Ryan and i wont have enough $ if i dont get a job that pays at least 10$ an hour and 40 hours a week at the least. I am even tring to work in a factory. My worst nitemare. But i think i have to. I dont see God rght now or what he is doing. I am fustrated, crying and have no modivation to even apply anymore. Planing a wedding is a brezze compared to tring to find a job. Please pray for me. Pray for God to show himself to me and that i would see it. Pray for Him to calm my heart and my soul. To bring a peace over all of them. I feel like giving up on this whole job thing and just liviing in a cardboard box down by the river and not doing anything.