...the Journey...

o bliss..

posted by Sojourner @ 8:10 AM 2 comments

...a curve...

Well lets see, i am not working at the YMCA anymore. Whooo. I am soo excited!! it was torture down in the dungan!
so i am looking for a job. I have had a couple offers and such. So that job seaching is going well. I will hopefully be working 2 jobs in the summer to be making alot of moneies. so i can live and also save for varius reasons.

IN other news. wait there isnt really any.
I move on the 29th come help is you can.
I am still with ryan.
I love people.
ya.

posted by Sojourner @ 8:06 AM 2 comments

Golden!

Well with easter coming i have been finding myself tring to read through the meaning the easter. Its been wonderful. But i am learning so much other wise too right now. I have been focusing on 2 cor 4 lately. One part that i am enjoying is, verse 16(mind you i enjoy it all but this part hits me differently) This verse talks about being renewed on the inside no matter what we are like on the outside. I find that i can relate to this because lately i am feeling pretty crappy on the outside and wonderful on the inside. I dunno, for me normally its the other way around. My stomach hurts or somthing. And its not just a confidence thing where i think i dont look beautiful enough but i dunno its just ageneral feeling of poop on my body! ha ha not literally tho, well maybe some days, cause i do smell. I dunno, Gods been showing me what that looks like to be so close to him on the inside it doesnt matter about the outside, as much. anywase, back to work i go. to go and ponder some more.

posted by Sojourner @ 7:37 AM 0 comments

At last!

Well to follow up on the last comment. I have just told my bosses that i will not be teach fitmess classes anymore. I am fed up with having to teach 5 classes a week and being told nothing about them. I am sick of it! I am board with class and tired of the same thing over and over again! I am tired of it. the fitnes person here has said to me that i have to teach class or else. And i say or else what? I am waring my body too thin right now physically. I need alittle room to breathe. AH! Anger. Anywase, i love teaching i have just been teaching too much lately. I need a break! Anywase. at least i didnt swear at her last week when she told me she was gunna have me teach 4 classes this week. I just took a deep breath and explained to her why i couldnt. she didnt listen but at least i tried.
well gtg back to work...booo...

posted by Sojourner @ 8:36 AM 1 comments

...the Journey...

there are so many parts to life.
I am so lost i them. I need, friendship, love and God to live. this is hard. But God calls us to look above us and to others. so that in the end we are bringing ultimate glory to him.
God continue to have this journey of mine piece together.

I am so fustrated with some ppl and i dunno how to deal with it i want to swear at them but i dont really... God help me to see the good in how they treat me and why you have placed me there.

posted by Sojourner @ 6:08 PM 0 comments

Its a fairy tale...

Oh my let me start off with a Holy-camoly-smakers-geek.
Well with that being said let me tell you how much has happened this week or two.
Ryan and i are offical and we are loving this relationship. Seriously we see each other almost everyday. Or at least talk once of twice a day. I care about him soo much. He suprised me and showed up at my work with a bunch of flowers. I was in awe. We also were together for the majority of the weekend and i wasnt sick of him. This is something that i have never experienced before. I have never felt this way before, its like a fairy tale. I am so excited to see where God takes us. So pray for us as we continually seek God.
Umm...God is doing so much in life right now. He has moved me into a position where i will be inactive in any "ministry." So as of right now i have pulled out of all youth ministry and will now just be living. funny but true. NO more youth, no more sunday school, no more Youth Church, no nothing. this is weird but good.
God has put me in a place of rest and restoration. In puling out of all the things i am involved in i have freed time for me to concentrate on where God has put me now. I have been told that maybe its a season for ryan and i to grow and to concentrate on us. Which is amazing. Cause to be more realistic...none of my friends have really been contacting me latley or anything. So its pretty hard. but yet not, God has cleared the way so that i can concentrate on ryan and I. its exciting. Anywase, Along with this God is changing me in my work atmosphere and everything. I'll give you more on that later.
Part of this rest and restoring, God ahs provied me with a room mate and has made it possible for me to be moving out. In that case i will move out some time at or near the beggining of May. Ana is my room mate or house mate...i am stoked as is she. I think that God is allowing me to start over and become refreshed and renewed. its exciting.
Other than that, I have had some good and rough moments latly and yet God is part of it all. GOD IS GOOD.
My cry-send me alittle love/ encouragement note just to remind me that you care. Thanks.

posted by Sojourner @ 6:44 PM 0 comments